Fear

I fear a FEAR.
What is it that makes you go unnerved in seconds? The shrill it brings is tough.Seems this long journey has no end.
The shortest distance elongates.The breath that stops…the thirst that begins…a wait anticipates.Mind is stuck as a clock that stopped for years.You enter a holocaust.
It is a dark world here.The bleakest light is your own sight.Move on…search…but end…is still away.It will make u fall,it will make u slog…it will never let u escape.
This place is real.You live your own self here.Your self is build up of fear and this is what surrounds you.Take a step ahead… I doubt you would !! Your senses are barred.You cannot move.Dont expect a miracle…it is no fairyland.You are ur own hero.Alas,this hero is no good !!
There are no noises…you hear silence.This silence captivates you.Threat of doom haunts you.Hope fades away.The serpent of sorrow stings your blood and the venom flows and  it is all in you….everywhere.Again,no escape.Who brought you here??Don’t hunt for names…your own should be the first.

Freedom would be yours..if only you could not let fear affect your conscience.Build a wall of strength through which nothing penentrates.A step more thoughtful and base crowns you the king.
You transcend to a higher level of existence.The armour of courage sheilds the faith of joy till eternity. Here,the sky of light is widespread.There is a sound of presence, sight of window to the future.Silence is not golden here…your words are.Lonliness is strange as you live in the world of Divine Providence.Lead on..to a more acceptable tomorrow.Trust your actions…smile with time.Breathe deep down…quench your thirst….you are there…open the door of life…and stand high.Its all about the road not taken. No darkness haunts you..no images dread you here.

And now… I am a survivor….now I fear no FEAR.

My First ‘BLOG’

This is it.Its my first blog. But I don’t know what to write!! I have been advised by my dear friend to ‘pour my heart out’.It’s better said than done.As I begin to attempt,scoops of  fragmented memories float in my psyche,blurred images of the past splash my horizon.Stringing them up is required.But how….???? At once, I feel like writing everything down…but the very next moment I am haunted by the FAQs of our sub consciousness(I am sure many of you guys can relate to this dilemma).So here they go…

What should be my first write-up?What should I write about? Who all would be reading it?  Am I making myself public…or is it being done to draw attention? I hope I don’t sound like a fool ;I fear I would make linguistic errors;My opinions may be wrong;I don’t have enough knowledge about anything and everything. The anxiety continues perpetually.Nevertheless,its your power to write and more than that,a previlege.Believe you me,it’s some kind of magic.Once you begin,you feel like writing so much more! This is what i felt.

Conventionally,I hear people penning down their views on socio-eco-political  issues.But hey….it doesn’t seem to be my kinda thing (as of now,though). I might consider them in my later follow ups.For now,it’s just about me.And I’m sure I have a lot to say.

So today I begin my journey in this Blog-O-Sphere.Hope to share the goods and the bads.Wish me luck 🙂